Black Poetry : Backsliding on my Back

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  1. Afridancr

    Afridancr Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    Just when I think I'm
    strengthening in my spirit
    that force comes along and
    knocks me on my back

    back trackin
    .....back
    s
    ...l
    .....i
    .......d
    ..........i
    ............n

    I'm...
    s
    ...l
    .....i
    .......d
    ..........i
    ............n
    back to that old habit of
    self gratification~
    speaking bluntly...
    ~Masturbation~

    I'm
    touching~thrusting
    caressing~massaging with
    rhythmic pressure imagining a man...
    tall~dark~sexy~built to last
    smelling like Eternity
    Essence~of~He
    thick and deep inside of me

    Eyes closed the...
    tears roll while I'm

    feelin me...

    feelin me feel
    sorry for me cause...
    I'm so effin lonely

    Reaching the breaking~
    Point of No Return~Returning to
    "fed up"
    tired of being
    Alone~Void
    no longer
    A~VOID~ing the real me...
    Sexually deprived...I've got "5" to
    handle mine

    Need a pre~scribed dose of
    Sexual healin I'm feindin I'm...
    feindin ~frickin feindin my...
    body's
    pleadin
    achin for

    sexual satisfaction (not from my hand but)...
    from a man
    deserving...or NOT to

    eat and drink from~

    then Dip into my

    honey

    filled Love Pot

    Hittin my spot I'm...
    feelin hot
    takin my temperature with
    thick stick thermometer

    don't be shocked or surprised
    just keepin it real cause...
    I know what I like

    I'm a free spirit
    sexually liberated
    freed from the shackles of
    Miss Priss missionary

    on a MISSION imaginin
    new Po~ SIT~ions

    contrary to popular belief
    men prefer sexually
    non~submissive
    non~passive
    somewhat agressive women

    I AM a woman with a
    sexual desire
    feel somewhat
    sympathetic for the
    Elect Man
    to...put out my fire

    As I reach my Peak~
    heightened
    climactic
    SpAsMs I...
    catch my breath and lay there
    STILL~
    in the arms of my
    imaginary man until I
    Fast
    A
    L
    L

    asleep to Dream...

    dream of this man I feel cumming
    to me

    I confess...I am a

    Master 'BAIT'er of backslidin on my back.



    *just needed to confess and free myself up today*
    Hope I didn't offend anyone
     
  2. blakverb

    blakverb Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    Afri,

    wow! this is nice, real. being sexually liberated is such a refreshing feeling isn't it? This is nice, I don't feel you would offend anyone. You are just expressing your realness...thank you...I'm gon' go back (no pun intended) and get a second hit of your self satisfaction drug.

    one love,blak
     
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    now that shiiiit is just tooo hot
    i touch myself too
    but i always just thought of it as a cheap date
    never romanticized about it
    like Nike i just do it
    :eek:
     
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    Kinda hot in here....

    hmmmmmmm!!!! Well Now!!!! I better keep quiet on this one!!!!!
     
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    I appreciate

    your candid expressions....

    and I hear you ~ but in the absence of that special touch, what are we supposed to do? Just a thought....


    Very sensuously delicious

    a
     
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    blak~Refreshing indeed...:D

    Shaz~I think I romanticize everything!:)


    Bishop~Yeah, I know your day of the week!!!:eek:

    Alyce~thank you for reading me! I gave you an answer to your question...
     
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    ooooooooooohhhhhhwwweeeee!
    someones on fire up in here !

    self gratification can be the best gratification
    no one knows you better than you
    can't be mad atcha sistah girl :hot:
     
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    well well well now ...

    after *reading up* :wink: on this topic

    uuhhhh rraaaa ... i dun cum to da conclusion

    that God knows zackleeee how He made us

    Praise Him For All Things!

    ... and i do mean all ... heheheh .... :wink:

    :heart:

    Destee
     
  9. Afridancr

    Afridancr Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    Well, in spite of what I write...

    Natasha~~~ I beg to differ. Hoping I don't sound like I'm contradicting myself, it really isn't as gratifying as it sounds because i desire to love and share these experiences with a man. When you're filled with extreme passion as I am, celibacy can be extremely difficult. (not to put my business out but) to go 3 or 4 days without was a LONG TIME for me. :eek:

    Anyway, true indeed that no one knows me better than me (except God) but I think it'd be tons of fun to have a man...my man (when I'm blessed with one) learn me/my body and what pleases me mentally (where it starts) and sexually.

    But yes...I was definately :hot: when I wrote this!! Actually I was at the Boiling point!!!:laugh:
     
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    Afridancr Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    Ohhhh Destee

    Let me find out!!!:eek: :eek: :eek: :eek:

    :D

    Praiz'em 4 all things! Including freedom from my 'issues'

    much :heart: sis!!
     
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