What happens when I feel your heart? Does it shatter like the memories of our love? when thoughts of you said we were happy and everything else says when. Time tells a different life I didn't choose. I thought it was smart to care, rumors of unknown fantasis replaced you with so much that I craved to be known. You can't hurt for me the way I longed for you. Is this real enough that you'd learn to love or is this so untrue that its just a new low you would prove? I used to be lost in your words when your lips graced mine. silent spoken horrors took away my passionate nights and replaced them with windows. Windows for eyes to search when you'd pull up, but all it sees is your back while your feet walk away. how can eyes be so heavy from crying when it never carries the love I knew I once had. I can't deny that I was lost for a minute. At least then I can say love caught me by surprised when I know it walked away.