AT FIRST At first I found it flattering how you treated me, but then I came to realize how much you hated me. At first I thought it admirable how much you complimented me,but then I realized how much you despised me. At first I found it comforting to know you were there at my beck and call, but then I realized how you came to own me. Did I find it strange that all these things seem to happen for no reason, no for I thought, it was me you like with unconditional love, at every season. Perhaps one would say, "that was the kind of person you wanted anyway." would that be an untruth has my life served for any other proof. At night I cried full of uncertainty and despair, you know people used to say "those two are quite a pair." But now that you're over here and I'm over there, it seems to me the only thing now, is shame and tears. I don't believe you meant it grow this way, with emotional fears to be put on display. At times I wondered who would ever love me, like a night in shinining armor you rescued me. Uncaring to the world around you, you accepted who I was continually, until the day I said "I do". Our world seem to shatter, as a time of bliss, void of all happiness sealed with a kiss. Awaked all the emotions of pain, imprisoned souls bound for the journey of rejection we claim. I won't talk any further my body cold and my mind in need of rest, for I think I've said it all and I think you to this will attest. So lay your mind at ease and your heart, let their be calm for it was not all your fault... for just as it is written, the man and woman must become one.