As I… Laid down beside this brutha I had known since kindagarten years, who erased my worries and demolished my fears, I traveled deep inside me to find out why he waz here. As I… Took this journey in myself the fine brownskinned brutha with the mole on his left cheek, the one who had me wanting him like a dogg in heat, shifted next to me so our skin would meet. As I… Felt him become harder and harder on the small of my back, I needed this brutha that is a fact, the bond between us is no act. As I… Shifted away and listened to his sexual tension come out in one sigh, felt his hand be removed from my thigh, I asked again why waz he here, why? As I… Turned ova to face this man I shall call Adam who loved me when I did him wrong , the one who stole my thoughts that were unknown, the one who sleeps in my bed at my home. As I… Went back to my pondering a tear crept to the creases of my eye, I licked the salt refusing to cry, in front of Adam don’t ask me why. As I… Finally went inside this body of mine, to count all the numerous of time, that I’ve felt like luv is a crime. As I… Watched Adam ease my pain, say my name, keep me sane, I racked my brain, to find his motive in my game. As I… Walked to my sanctuary that people call the bathroom, I fell in bumped my head, immediately whinkin maybe I should be dead, but then my thought would go unread. As I… Opened my eyes and saw the stars like on Looney tunes, and felt my way inside my sanctuary room, I knew I had to fine my answer soon. As I… Crept back to my own room and preceded to ride Adam like he wanted me to do earlier, I worried that my face was dirty, eyes puffy, and hair no longer curlier, as he watched me bounce that made me even more nervousa. (?) As I… Laid down beside this brutha who eased my fears, wiped my tears, and kept me near. I finally realized why he waz here. Ya’ll wanna know why????