It's fast getting to the point that i am imagining destee.com not here. I certainly think about it,
don't EVER think that!!!
never mind "should"; "want to" just for the love of it ..exactly the reasons for the offers ... which almost turned to begging ... then realized "trust issues" may have fed the reasoning behind the denials ... quit even thinking about begging ... almost walked away ... but still not premium member and that does, actually, kinda hurt ... but not ever as much as the manner/content of the refusals refusals of the offers ..as it relates to the enormous amounts of time and cost it requires, that no one else will do if i'm not here ... and that we can't afford to pay someone to do. I don't get paid for any of my time, and no one else will or should work under these conditions.
I do it because i love it ... i love this community
weren't never asking "compensation": only for the love of giving ...being just one person doing the work ... with no compensation
it's ok, Love; let it go.
and thanks for doing, being and staying! (although the "brick.and.mortar.destee.com" dream still tastes good! ['sides, somebody prolly needs to replace harpo studios .. with a different agenda, tho] ...)