Were his feelings really the same as what I felt? Did I really see what I thought I saw? Or was it all an illusion Just a contradictory profusion Of warped perceptions? Did his "no" really mean "yes" And did his "yes" really mean "no?" Did his lips say "I want to stop" While his heart said, "I want to go?" Was his "I will" really "I wont" Was his "I won't" really "I will" Did I truly believe that he would, my void, fill Or was I just caught up in the thrill? Was his "I can't" really "I CAN but don't want to" Was his "I can" really "I CAN'T and I'll only disappoint you?" Truly, did ALL this I miss? Just caught up in the bliss Of his arms around me... and his kiss? Did I not get the memo? Did ANY of it really exist? Or was he just so deceptively clever and remiss In telling me the truth While I am left confused as I reminisce Wrapped in the ambiguities of Antithesis.