Trying to make you understand, Why I am the way I am Happiness has never been a friend, Love was never part of the plan. I knew that this is where I would end up… A L O N E … Too hurt to cry anymore, I’ve cried enough tears For 10 lifetimes. My ink is running, My paper is soaked. My misery has no company, J U S T M E. And my heart has No room for dying. Cuz when I was bleeding, You didn’t help me heal. So the scabs Left scars, And what I once called L O V E … Has turned to apologetic apathy… I didn’t want to be this way, I never wanted To fall in Love, I knew better. Things that seem too good to be true Usually are. I know I belong with you, But maybe you were meant For someone else Talking never did no good What I feel can’t be Put into words… I’ve tried in every way Known to me To make you understand That your breath is my life, Your heartbeat, M Y P U L S E And your being Is my only source of comfort. Love was never part of the plan Until you. And there is no plan B Just me, And loneliness is my company.