Today topic is a problem for some to swallow and for others Might get lost. I want to state for the records that I militant in nature Meaning I dislike not hate the Europeans. I am also anti-social and prefer living alone. The scene is the present, in the south where racist And racism Still existed for generations even to this very day. While incidents of racism has occur elsewhere, it never Stopped Or ended where I live and from. For those of us who still love master please leave meaning you Love the European and hate your own and have a false sense of Security around them please don't do this to yourself. I live in more like forced to live in a integrated/segregated Part of town. I truly do not like it here never did never will. I have lived in rural and small towns, but these European’s Have a much messed up almost sneaky way of doing things here. That is why these youths have no guidance or direction. They got it where its one part is all African-American, White, And Integrated with Negroes who think they Master or Owner is more In control then, gaining their own thoughts. Now the city is worser because of mass gentrification and we were Force into this area. They have interracial lifestyles but **** does that make you Perfect than me because you have a European man/woman or what Ever around my arms that I can't speak to a brother or sister? I even seen my own so brainwashed into thinking that They better Because of the "uncle ruckus" phenomenon. They even got out of towners thinking that way, you can come And dominate the natives of this town. What got me so deep in my feelings and emotions and such is How quick the people smile in your face one minute, but call You a "******" behind your back. I know we are not meant to be like by anyone and entitle to their own opinion of you but it should not Get to you, but if you got to live in it something got to Give at some point. What I mean for example you have the token Negro, who try Their best at gaining info about you or family, but soon as Anything other than black comes around they gossip. It might be me and not to make this any longer I might have it wrong, but something is not right about my environment.