Sunlight blinds me, Water dehydrates me, Food starves me, I'm dying from life's breath. Skies once of blue, now of gloom Birds song, only pain's my ears. Laughter tears my eyes, sounds of happiness makes me sigh, only good in the bye, company makes me lonely. Oceans waves sunlight rest upon it's waters beauty, but now I only see the beast, the waves bring me fear shall they crash into me. Touch I cannot feel, eyes of warmness only makes me cold, sincerity only make's me suspicious, and with this I now contend. Gestures to comfort, only makes me uneasy, a call from another only makes me long to hear he. In bed I lie restless, darkness engulfs the room, I become content, the night becomes apart of me, I fade into it. Please do not bring daylight, if in these hours I find sleep, let sleep have my life. You are gone, a promise to never return, I drift into another world were all is opposite. All of life's pleasure, only sickens me now, all it's joys only remind me............ torn into two hating now forever what I loved with you.