Black Poetry : All i wanted......

LibertyLady

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I,m not going to wave anymore...
yes......
i did waved manny times ......

reached out my hand to you...

waved with my hands out of the crowd...
but my hand is realy tired now...
and i would like someone to hold it....


carrefully..
tender....

and say come here my sweet.....

and if i waved again it would probebly.....
blind you...

or turn dizzy because of the waving hands..
plus someone would probebly wanne break my hand..

i understand..

but i could not anymore...
i dont have the energie anymore...
and i am hurt deep....
and now youre on youre own...
one day....
when they mistread and mislead you..
you will know about my love

I am a woman ..
just a normal woman ...
not a Profet....
some call it...
that is not my role..
and he knows...
I may one day only sing about love...

I,m a woman ...
and i long for the treu love warmth and right now
if he was here ...i would lay my head on his chest and sleep..
....
and i so long for his strong embrace deep..

And if the love who is outthere doesnt recodnise me in his soul..
he would never in the flesh..
I can only stand here in silence..
and wait for him..
I would never create..debate..
i can not remember i can not..
i can only give...

and things where only strong for me ...
because of this dream..
that god one night gave to me...
and i long for him...

I can only give..
and so i did..
and also to others..
no one can tell me i didnt ...
and as far as the brothers i feld little match with..
they always had a change..
but always showd this strange dance....

for god knows my path..
But if its not there ..
its not there.
If i feld sumthing (thugh we feel manny things)
cause there has to be that first feeling...
a click or warmth..
a movement.
a light.
than i always tried..
and "'realy"' tried...
but they passed by and to myself i will never lie.

But i always wondered..
i never talked bout getting married.
right away...
about having children cause that is not youres...and mines to
decide or create..
cause you reseave it tem from god..or not..
I didnt even talked about having a relationship...
cause that will flow out of itself when its there..

All i ever wanted...
was just one day..
or just one our..
or just one minut.
or just one second..

One day....
to spend some time a nice walk.
Just one our.
you and me..
under a cup of tea..
or if you liked ..some coffe..(not an ala meet and great...youre not all that )

Just one minut.
to feel the essence in youre presance..
Just one second...
to catch a glimp of eachother smile...
or cry..

And though i know that real ove wouldnt reveal itself in one day..

i only wanted that..
Money was nothing to save some to send it to you...
to come here ..
or for me to go over there...

I always wondered.
what is one second..
one minut ..
one our..
one day to you?
I understand now..
it was probebly not ment to be be..
or is it because that...
one second..
one minut..
one our..
one day..

could be the biggining of a lifetime....

but no....
i see it now...

Not even a call..
or just a cup of tea......


so i realy leave it now....






in peace......
 

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