Just poking my head in again
Alex
Questions circling in my head
Faces appearing only in dreams
Chaos and anguish left behind me
Still I’m perplexed by the dilemma that faces me
Your arrival sent my world into pieces
Head in my hands
Eyes that shed no tears
I pray for my soul as do I yours
Minor was your role great is your loss
Sisters you’ll never know
A father that no longer cares
Left with a mother full of resentment
Tossing and turning restlessly in my bed
‘What Ifs’ clouding my every thought
Calm and uncertainty lie before me
Still I’m consumed by the troubles behind me
Odd how my life has been thrown into disarray
By nothing more than an infant