Gregory Porter WolfCry I hear this song, and it speaks volumes. How Ive always found beauty in flowers that was on the brink of dying. I brought sunlight. Changed the soil to rich fertilizer. I shared the right amount of water and picked off all the dead leaves. And with gentle hands and I gave an abundance of love to bring them back to life…. And I’m here Shoulders sunken Covered in my own tears This is sorrow Im feeling And I’ve been feeling this for years Wondering who will save me Who will come a breathe life back into me And I pray On my knees everyday Cause I keep hearing Its going to be ok But right now Im Just feeling some type of way In my feelings as they say But I have been broken so many times that I’m to the point where I don’t even want to pick up the pieces Cause maybe if I don’t pick them up is feeling will release And yet still I cry Trying to hide this in and not knowing why Why did i keep going back Why’d I even try Sometimes this feeling drives me to wishing this life would end And i would just die And that is not a lie But I pray Pray for the strength just to make it through the day That my voice doesn’t break when I lie and say Im ok The mask i wear, Practicing the thing i say Praying that I grow through While I go through And It just not fair Bending but not breaking to show others that you care Just so that when you need them the most Like always No ones there I’m just tired of feeling hurt Tired of trusting with my heart just to have it tossed in the dirt Giving my all to someone who doesn’t see my value Or my worth Rebuilding the broken Ive been speaking words of love that have been unspoken Just to have My heart ripped form my chest and stomped on Right before my eyes You probably thin I’m joking After I saved you This is how you do To someone who’s love was true Doctors see other doctors Even Lawyers hire other Lawyers And Im here with my patches on the table Gluing back the pieces of my heart Im trying, but i don’t think i’m able I need help, but you don’t hear me I need you here, but your no where near me No where me to turn Whining i could go back but those bridges have already burned But this too shall pass Just praying the next is nothing like the last Today like everything else in life will come to a end And Im in need of a shoulder Someone whom i can depend But right now Most of all At this very moment I could really use a friend.