Black Poetry : Afraid to love...

LibertyLady

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I remember when i was young..
i used to bumb into the wrong souls..
I was searching for love...
they dumpt me....
because i probebly wasnt good enough...
but as a child i always got up and went on..
i wasnt afraid to love.....

but now..

that thing that i was capable to break..
has now build itself around me..
its not the Chinese...
not the Berlin...
but "'tha wall"
i think its there...
no i know..
its ..
there..

It keeps the feelings inside...
and it holds back the feelings..
from outside...
Somethimes some one comes..
and takes one stone away...
than there is a small opening to
let sumthing in or out...
i feel human than..
a little butterfly has been set free..
and fly,s to tha sun...
than comes back home
and brings another one
along..

But somethimes someone takes the same stone..

and puts it back...
and ....
I,m locked up again...

I dont expect that some one will come..
and try,s to save me...
for only God can do..

But please Keep trowing those...
Love comets towards me..
crushing "tha wall"
flushing the stones..
thawing the glue..

if you hit me..
i wont say...

""the ball was out""

And if that army of butterfly,s.
comes running after you..
chasing you...
dont be afraid....
if they are not ment for you...
he will lead them...
to their destination.

At least they have been set free !

cause i want to love...

and be loved again...

It sound ClICHE but...



Love is all that i,m living for.....









but i,m afraid....
 
one so loveth thou self forth shall be loved
when u live in the grasp of love to hold love
feel love'd taste love it all start with the look
in the mirror and the crack in the wall
to ware the heart shall feel da bliss
i love dis flow it was written from the compassion of da heart
tyte scribe
 
thanks sweet rich...
thanks swt......i just want to reply
i life my life ..i work...i strife ,i enjoy nature,i love my brotha,s and sista,s,i thank god for giving me life...
but i am here on this earth to love.....if i can give love to a child or if i receave love of my dad or a sister or brotha.....than i,m already happy....but if no one would love me or there was no one i can give my love to.................
than i tel ya .......that god could take me away from that moment..
i,m not searching...i,m single now again for almost two years ...(i,m still living)before that i had a relationship....actually i didnt have one because of the 2 years of the four i never saw him because he was in jail..and when he came back (because this person waited for him)the others two years..i didnt saw him that much to because he had "things "'to do...before i met him i was also single..
i do believe that when youre searching that you end up with the wrong person.....
but i would tell you a lie if i say that it gets lonely somethimes...
and that if i would stay alone as long as i live on this earth that i,m Full happy.................
because i wasnt made for that...
i,m a woman...

Sweetyyyyy SWT lolololol you probebly think whats up with her so sudden what a personal loooooong story...
sorry but you HIt a sensetive spot....
much love liberty
 

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