Black Poetry : Addiction

sarcasm4eva

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Apr 19, 2003
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i dont know what it is about u,
but i cant seem 2 get u out of my head n heart.
even though i got a man who loves me 4 real.

there r times when u pop into my head unwellcomed,
i could b havin the best time, n here u come,
remindin me of back in the day when i used 2 see u,
n id start smilin like i had no sense.

smilin like i had no sense is somethin i used 2 do alot,
n probably would do it again at the sight of u.
u know, the butterflies in ur stomach,
the sweaty hands,
the interior shaking,
this all happens 2 me when i see u.

its real f%^&ed up, cuz sometimes i still wanna mess w/u.
n i know u wouldnt deny me, if i wanted 2.
all i'd have 2 do is come 2 u, n i'd get what i want,
but oly 4 a moment.

u see, i got a man, n he wants me 4eva,
not that some of the time ****, that u used 2 put me through,
had me cryin cuz i loved u.
n i still do, even though i got someone by my side.

i dont understand, now that i got a man, u actin type jealous.
i told u many times before, u had ur chance 2 get w/me.
so i woke up n realized we were never gonna b 2gether,
n i walked into the arms of another.

i tried 2 say my good bye's, but it didnt work that way.
i still managed 2 see u, n maybe i shouldnt have been schemin,
but i did what i had 2 do.

i wrote u a letter, sayin that u were my 1st love.
now a couple of months later, ur tryin 2 analyze me.
its 2 late, now buddy.
u should have admitted it 2 urself,
n especially 2 me, that u loved me,
or at least wanted 2 get w/me.
 
many time we are blind til da well is dry
what once was could never be again
so please look at it as friendz
theirs a new boo standing tall ova u
wit real love a heart that's true
yo dayz has pass but this feelin seem to last
maybe becoz u was the first
but somehow u turn out da worst

see we all in life have to move on
babe it's no longer where u roam
not even if i was home alone
just da thoughts and passed love
soon will fade in tyme
i have a new and all mines
u had the chance 2 get w/me
u could have made it a we
see hope u understand
i have a new life i have new plans

tell it all sista i felt dis and had to flow had to let 'em know !
 

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