as i sit
in a daze
lost loves
come to mind
some were perfect
some misbehaved
but all i loved at one point in time
the things is
i sometimes wonder
if they were all in a pact
it seemed as if
everytime i fell for their love
they returned it with abandonment
maybe they were just afraid
to commit to somebody like me
just because i'm ready for love
doesn't mean we were meant to be
i've always loved that
"lets just be friends" line
knowing good and well
that i'd never hear their
beautiful voice again
for a long time
it seems like they all had
the same things to say
"i love you"
"i need you"
"and your my only baby"
now what makes me mad
is not them
but myself
it's like a habit
something that i want to end
but just can't help
constantly
each and every time
i hear those words i fall
in love over and over again
and you know what?
abandonment
never
withdrawals...
in a daze
lost loves
come to mind
some were perfect
some misbehaved
but all i loved at one point in time
the things is
i sometimes wonder
if they were all in a pact
it seemed as if
everytime i fell for their love
they returned it with abandonment
maybe they were just afraid
to commit to somebody like me
just because i'm ready for love
doesn't mean we were meant to be
i've always loved that
"lets just be friends" line
knowing good and well
that i'd never hear their
beautiful voice again
for a long time
it seems like they all had
the same things to say
"i love you"
"i need you"
"and your my only baby"
now what makes me mad
is not them
but myself
it's like a habit
something that i want to end
but just can't help
constantly
each and every time
i hear those words i fall
in love over and over again
and you know what?
abandonment
never
withdrawals...