Black Poetry : A YUNG HURT LONELY SOUL

sheikdadon

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WOULD SOMEBODY HELP ME PLEASE!!!
MY HEART IS FILLED WIT A FOUL DISEASE
IT SEEMS GOOD BUT DA SYMPTOMS R FOUL
ITS COLD N HOLLOWED ADMITTANCE ISNT ALLOWED
TODAY MY SOUL CRIED TILL MY BODY GOT SICK
LONELY AS HELL AND MY MIND CONSTANTLY DRIFTS
IVE BEEN DISASSOCIATED WITH DA WORLD FA YEARS
LAWD HERE I AM IN SUBMISSION SHOWIN PAIN N FEAR
WHAT DID I DO TO MAKE U LEAVE N STAY AWAY
U LET MY UNCLE GET ME BUT EVEN SO I PRAYED
EVEN AS AN ADULT I WALK ROUND HURT N ENRAGED
STEPPOPS AINT LIKE ME HE BEAT ME OUTTA MY MIND
GOT HIT WEN BOYS LOOKED CUZ 2 HIM I WAS CUTE@ JUS NINE
MOM SAID **** MAYBE FROM FEAR OR DATS HA HUSBAND
AS A LITTLE GURL I NEVER REALLY DID LEARN TO TRUST HIM
WHEN DARKNESS FELL IT WAS OUR TIME...
OUR SECRET TIME TO GROPE N SWEAT AS HED GRIND
I BECAME EVIL EVERY THING I WAS TOLD ID DO DA OPPOSITE
EVEN AS AN ADULT DAT MECHANISM STILL EXISTS
I HATE THIS CYCLE BUT IT JUST NEVER ENDS
LESBIAN DID A TOUR IN IRAQ N GOT DONE IN
MY MIND BODY N SOUL IS SEEMINGLY WARPED
CALLED ON GOD BUT INSTEAD LUCIFER OFFERED HIS WARMTH
IM CURIOUS ALLAH WERES MY GUARDIAN ANGEL IM COLD
SMART AS A WHIP BUT PSYCHOLOGICALLY CRIPPLED
LIKED A TORN BUILDING IT FEELS AS IF IM CONDEMNED
I AINT GOT **** NO FAMILY ****TY ARMY NO FRIENDS
MANY NIGHTS U'VE WATCHED ME HURT FROM WUT U PUT ME THRU
FAITH IN WHO? HELL YEAH U WOULD CURSE EM TOO

when my headache clears ill pick it up...im empty all energy is gone
 

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