MY soon 2 b lover..... After staring lovingly into one another's eyes~ For what seems like an emotional eternity... You lean slowly forward, gently cup my face~ Within the firm grasp of your two velvety hands... So as to place, ever so delicately..your lips against my lips~ Sharing with me a kiss so tender, that... Arrows of unbridled joy~ Cascade throughout my very soul! And..as the momentum from the magnitude of~ Your kiss....allows my mind to return to it's own hemisphere... Breathlessly is how I await your next ploy~ For no man could possibly... Feel as desired as you make me feel~ Right here, right now! Tell me,..I whisper into your slightly parted mouth~ Tell me how to touch you... So that you will experience that realm~ Above and beyond the savoir faire... You are giving me~ Until, the barriers that restrain your soul... Are removed, and you allow my love to flow~ Into you, unencumbered, like sunshine through a beveled glass window! And therefore, from the goosebumps I expect will be prevelent~ I shall thereby attempt to read them, here in this darkness... In Braille-like fashion, mapping out a course of physical contact~ Hoping not to misinterpret whatever message is gleaned... Wondering aloud~ Just how I got to be so **** lucky! Until, that is, I awaken to discover~ My HEART, smoldering within my chest... As the embers of my anticipated reality~ Became the nightmarish realization, that you wanted... Not me! The one capable of doing for you~ But ANYONE else, from California to New York... Able to supply you with a wet ***~ And not one thing more! Harsh? Maybe, yet the fact of the matter is~ Although you whispered/professed love for me.... You NEVER really did, it was only the love of what I could/would do for you~ That served me up like a 7 course meal... Of which you partook and took and took~ While giving nothing in return, but teases and empty promises... Knowing all of the while, that any phone call made by you~ Was indeed, an invitation to the junction of your thighs! Not extended of course, to unworthy ME loving YOU~ That would've been too much like right... As I was not amongst~ The guests on that extensive list! So now, with my heart formally broken~ I return to my shell... Mortally wounded, from having given too much, too soon~ Whilst NEVER receiving ANYTHING in return... For time, for effort~ And/or emotions expended! Momentary bliss, like fast money~ Is gone all too soon..with no accountability... I sincerely hope that you're happy now~ And, I pray that YOU never experience this degree of SADNESS! Oh yeah,...GOOD-BYE!!! SAARONCROWELL (C) 1970* all rights reserved *for Gladys...and all of the other women in my life...past, present, and future..that may think as she once did! p.s. to paraphrase .DR TREGGE, if you see yourself,...SMILE!!