i sit here and still cry unexpectantly. memories flash like fallin stars of what u did to me. and i laff thru the pain cause i just can't believe i let u do this, to me a queen. ur criticizims and cuttin words from ur insecurity made me hurt and still i wanted it to work. u put on you suit and put on a show but little did your employees know mentally, ur a little boy. used to cry till i choked till i thought i would die thowin up my insides on the mere thougt, of good-bye. broken spirits and brittle bones gave my yielding heart the most unstable home. and thru all this, i sitll cry but now because i realize im Gods child. and all the trials u put me thru will come back seven fold on you. and i cry happily awaiting my victory cause slowly, slow-ly so-low-ly im feeling free.