Dear Love, whoever U are and wherever u are,...you really know how to mess with a brother's head and emotions....I can't lie, there were times when i thought i felt you...there were times when i thought you were really there; but there were also times when i used your name emotionlessly... i see you with in other people, who hold hands and kiss and touch in the street, and I'm like " yeah right, you guys are not in love, u just like each other alot,....real love aint there".... i hope i'm not rambling on, Love? are u listening....?....i know U exist somewhere,..i BELIEVE you do, and i hope you come along when my future black queen comes along..and it's the real you!!.....cos i don't want your look-a-like to come along to decieve me...lust!! Your bad-*** cousin lust has visited me a few times...messing with my head! tell her to stop! Lust has ruined,confused and hurt alot of folks!!....so lust, U keep away....cos i know your listening!.. anyway..i cant talk 4 long Love......but when U get this message....holla back! the fate of my future with my Queen depends on it. (And Lust, U keep away..cos i'll know if it is you!!!) peace.