I once was led from whence one with no foundation was sent chasing nothingness left silent in a desert place. While being entertained on an emoitional rollercoaster I became infatuaded with the pain I claimed, so use to the highs and lows of sorrow numb to feel nothing but hurt, blinded so I couldn't see my life's worth. Staring only at the dirt around me as the pressures of whatever tried to tied me up so I would be stuck and never make it to the promised land. Foolishly I thought that my experiences had taught me everything this finet mind could bring into conclusions and coping was the reslution I had come to. But as my heart cried and the desire for change rised I decided my will would find a way. Now I see the snares, my depth allows me to hear and to know the agenda of the one that seeks to rob my soul of all it's glory. Conscious of who I am enables me to understand how to maintain and resist the negative voidness that wants to control me. So I fall back and let my creator fight for me my might is inadequete so his strong hand gets me through each situation. I can believe a vision for me based on the existence of his pressence this body is developed to transform to a new creation a temple for his kingdom come.