There is this guy that I know Whose company I enjoy I like him in a way, but not quite sure. I mean it’s fanatical, How “up and down” I am regarding him The same things I admire, are the same things that mystify my psyche. Which is not all-bad, cause it keeps me in suspense Wanting to identify with him and his being. Yet at the same time I need reassurance of his liking to me And if he could see in me what I see for “us” Then there is this sort of “lovehatelike” thing Which is fine by me Cause I don’t seem to handle the “Falling in too deep” thing too well His greatness is set at comfort level to me But then his nonchalant persona seems to Give me indifferent feelings towards his stance Towards me and mine Wait!!! I am going off on the deep end here….. Now where was I …. Oh yeah right There is this guy, not quite sure…yada yada yada… oh and he acknowledges me as his friend.