A foolish mistake is all you could think. Couldn't wait to pour the evidence down the sink. Hoping a doctor can fix what you don't want to face. Images of caring for someone is your biggest disgrace. Looked at the doctor and said, "I'm ready, lets do it". Didn't even consider other options before you pursued it. Selfishly took a innocent & precious life that was apart of you. Compassion for this child wasn't on your list of things to do. Realizing your careless decision was to let your child die. Your decision would've been different if you heard your child cry!