I think back to when I was a kid I never thought I’d go through the things I did I grew to become angry and spiteful Sometimes even confusing it for being insightful And I knew I was justified if I was wrong. They did the same thing to me all day long. When you’re so hurt and so cold. Ain’t too much that’s gonna stop you from being bold If you hurt me, then I’ma hurt you It sounds childish but that’s what I went through In the daytime I was full of fright. So all I could ever do was long for the night. Everything was the opposite of how I had envisioned it. Wondering if I really had a friend. Sometimes my eyes were doughnuts when they’re glazed. Constantly contemplating how life is gonna be towards its end. But its okay. Its gone away. What can I say. There just had to be a better way.