I’m analyzing my lifestyle and how I live. Starting to think I got nothing to give. Now I’ve been down and even felt worthless. It always felt like no one else could relate to this. My silent screaming is mentally challenged by pride’s feenin’. My true expression is something that they’re barely seein’. Sometimes it seems they think they know me in and out. But I don’t think they know what being Virgil is all about. Really its partially my fault. Whenever they tried to come in, I’d tend to make them cease and halt. Every time I think I’ve changed, I find I’ve fooled myself, ‘cause everything remains the same. Been in denial for so many years. Finally started excepting that I am to blame I wanna show them the purity of my heart But I don’t even know where to start. There has to be a better way. A better day, a brighter day. ‘Cause the sky is gray. I’m hoping for a better way.