If this is real...you better call on God. He is faithful. I have never been tormented with voices but I've been to tormented by demonic visions. You expressed vividly, the very things that some people actually go thru while living in a "normal world" surrounded by "normal folks" who can't relate to much of anything outside of work, food and sex. Some never grasp what kinda hell this is...unless they go thru it themselves. In this poem, you crafted a supreb poem, Gypsyman. I felt you on every line.
Thanks for giving me this read...Joyce