40 years looking for the messiah and still can't see him yet.
The title is an excerp from a song by Ini Kamoze, if you want to hear it:
look for "Ini Kamoze - Control" on you tube
I once made the mistake of treating all black people as good and all white people as bad.
After being burned countless times by some black people in various phases of my life,
for example in my christian phase, my Rasta phase, and my Hebrew Nation in Dimona phase and in my "athiest" phase, I
realise that people are, what ever colour they are, open to manipulation of the mind by anyone who conciously chooses the path of evil.
So now i just know that people are good or people are evil. Fullstop. Of course people make mistakes, but know this, mistakes are not evil
and can be forgiven, that is if real repentance is shown.
That said, i have a healthy distrust of white people until proven wrong. The Original peoples of USA once said "white man speak with forked tongue" for a reason.
I keep hearing that we are kings and queens. Does anyone stop to think that kings and queens need subjects in order to be kings and queens?
Who are we going to subdue in order to be kings and queens?
I once had a thought, Why do the non black peoples hate us so much, to the point that they are systematically eradicating us from the face of this earth?
What have we perhaps done so that causes this hatred? Does anyone know? Does anyone actually think of this?
To get back to those people who burned me. They exhibit the same characteristics of those so called holy people of the bible. When you read carefully, they are
conning vultures who take from others in the name of their god. They lie, steal, manipulate at every turn to achieve their goal, even wiping out whole countries that worship
another god. Look around today the same thing is going on.
We say that we were the first peoples on the earth. Therefore we brought good as well as evil into the world. (Dont talk to me about god or satan, unless you mean as a characteristic of human beings). We are either godly, or we are satanly, these are just characteristics of human beings. This is the choice we make in our daily lives. Most people sit on the fence,
ready to be godly, or satanly at the drop of a hat, depending on the situation. Very few are polarised, e.g. completely godly, or completely evil, but this is the choice they conciously made.
Now to this god thing. Has anyone really read the bible? Those stories scared me as a child, and even then i wondered where was this god that was supposed to be good and above all that? Where was he? All i found were beings, professing to be gods, who did not want to be seen. "See my face and die". This made me even more reluctant to believe in any god.
Well, it took me until late in my life to reject that, due to parents and family projecting it onto me, you know how it is.
The gods of the bible are fighting each other using humanbeings as their armies. And what are they fighting for? Terrority and to be the most powerfull of the gods.
Hey, read about the greek or roman gods, they are just more modern stories of the gods in the bible, and what do they do? They fight against one another for power.
If you read in the bible carefully, you will see that it does not talk about one god, there are a multitude of them.
And then the humans took on the same behaviour, especially those who thought they had "divine blood". They went on to be even more destructive than their predecessors.
After all they were taught for generations by these gods and their annointed(who were their children mixed with human, hybrids).
Today, this whole god thing disgusts me to the core, having once also stood in line and "worshipping" some god, i know how detrimental this is to the human being.
It reduces you to a non entity, it takes your power away, that power that comes from within, it actually blocks it. The power you feel when you are worshipping a god, that is illusory
and causes you to do things that are not right, but with the delusion we do not see that.
Dont get me wrong, the bible (as well as all other writings ever made) has a wealth of information for the true innocent man or woman, try proverbs, listen to the things that your nature guides you to, it tells you clearly what is right and what is wrong, every one has this, unless you have conciously shut this voice up, it will speak to you, all you have to do is listen.
So stop looking for a saviour to come save us, while the oppressors are eradicating us from the face of this earth.
Let me say this, if a god wants my worship, then that god has to appear before me, and even than i will have to put them to the test by watching their actions.
Some of you will say this is blastphemy, but i tell you would you want to worship a god that does not have the capability to overstand that, especially in this times, one cannot just give their heart away. I mean, you do not do that when you meet a new partner, do you? You put them to the test, why in the world would you want not to put your god to the test?
That is just plain stupidity. (I am not calling anyone stupid here).
These are just my views at this moment in time, for as we all know, life is an ongoing learning process, sadly, many of us just seem to stop at different phases and refuse to even contemplate any developments in knowledge and learning.
