Black Spirituality Religion : 40 years looking for the messiah and still can't see him yet.

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  1. pararealist

    pararealist Active Member MEMBER

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    The title is an excerp from a song by Ini Kamoze, if you want to hear it:
    look for "Ini Kamoze - Control" on you tube

    I once made the mistake of treating all black people as good and all white people as bad.
    After being burned countless times by some black people in various phases of my life,
    for example in my christian phase, my Rasta phase, and my Hebrew Nation in Dimona phase and in my "athiest" phase, I
    realise that people are, what ever colour they are, open to manipulation of the mind by anyone who conciously chooses the path of evil.
    So now i just know that people are good or people are evil. Fullstop. Of course people make mistakes, but know this, mistakes are not evil
    and can be forgiven, that is if real repentance is shown.

    That said, i have a healthy distrust of white people until proven wrong. The Original peoples of USA once said "white man speak with forked tongue" for a reason.

    I keep hearing that we are kings and queens. Does anyone stop to think that kings and queens need subjects in order to be kings and queens?
    Who are we going to subdue in order to be kings and queens?

    I once had a thought, Why do the non black peoples hate us so much, to the point that they are systematically eradicating us from the face of this earth?
    What have we perhaps done so that causes this hatred? Does anyone know? Does anyone actually think of this?

    To get back to those people who burned me. They exhibit the same characteristics of those so called holy people of the bible. When you read carefully, they are
    conning vultures who take from others in the name of their god. They lie, steal, manipulate at every turn to achieve their goal, even wiping out whole countries that worship
    another god. Look around today the same thing is going on.

    We say that we were the first peoples on the earth. Therefore we brought good as well as evil into the world. (Dont talk to me about god or satan, unless you mean as a characteristic of human beings). We are either godly, or we are satanly, these are just characteristics of human beings. This is the choice we make in our daily lives. Most people sit on the fence,
    ready to be godly, or satanly at the drop of a hat, depending on the situation. Very few are polarised, e.g. completely godly, or completely evil, but this is the choice they conciously made.

    Now to this god thing. Has anyone really read the bible? Those stories scared me as a child, and even then i wondered where was this god that was supposed to be good and above all that? Where was he? All i found were beings, professing to be gods, who did not want to be seen. "See my face and die". This made me even more reluctant to believe in any god.
    Well, it took me until late in my life to reject that, due to parents and family projecting it onto me, you know how it is.
    The gods of the bible are fighting each other using humanbeings as their armies. And what are they fighting for? Terrority and to be the most powerfull of the gods.
    Hey, read about the greek or roman gods, they are just more modern stories of the gods in the bible, and what do they do? They fight against one another for power.
    If you read in the bible carefully, you will see that it does not talk about one god, there are a multitude of them.

    And then the humans took on the same behaviour, especially those who thought they had "divine blood". They went on to be even more destructive than their predecessors.
    After all they were taught for generations by these gods and their annointed(who were their children mixed with human, hybrids).

    Today, this whole god thing disgusts me to the core, having once also stood in line and "worshipping" some god, i know how detrimental this is to the human being.
    It reduces you to a non entity, it takes your power away, that power that comes from within, it actually blocks it. The power you feel when you are worshipping a god, that is illusory
    and causes you to do things that are not right, but with the delusion we do not see that.

    Dont get me wrong, the bible (as well as all other writings ever made) has a wealth of information for the true innocent man or woman, try proverbs, listen to the things that your nature guides you to, it tells you clearly what is right and what is wrong, every one has this, unless you have conciously shut this voice up, it will speak to you, all you have to do is listen.

    So stop looking for a saviour to come save us, while the oppressors are eradicating us from the face of this earth.

    Let me say this, if a god wants my worship, then that god has to appear before me, and even than i will have to put them to the test by watching their actions.
    Some of you will say this is blastphemy, but i tell you would you want to worship a god that does not have the capability to overstand that, especially in this times, one cannot just give their heart away. I mean, you do not do that when you meet a new partner, do you? You put them to the test, why in the world would you want not to put your god to the test?
    That is just plain stupidity. (I am not calling anyone stupid here).

    These are just my views at this moment in time, for as we all know, life is an ongoing learning process, sadly, many of us just seem to stop at different phases and refuse to even contemplate any developments in knowledge and learning.
     
  2. Precise Allah

    Precise Allah Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    Peace,

    You seem to be on your way. Good for you. Keep it up. I'm God and I can assure you I don't want your worship. All I want is for you to be who you were born to be. :wink:

    Peace
    Precise Infinite Peace Allah
     
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    worship means to care and to cultivate, so if ur god then u should want to be cared for and cultivated by ur goddess

    unapplied knowledge is the same as blind faith

    all u want is for u to be god
    and all god wants is to be u

    if u really knew u were "good enough" to be god u would act like it.

    nice show!

    GOD IS NOT MOCKED
     
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    My guess is you wanted to say something profound and intelligent however I don't understand gibberish. Could you please repeat that in English? OK? Thanks.
     
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    Peace and welcome to the boards, Pararealist. I appreciate your arrival here, and pray for your continued guidance.

    You have gone through a number of faith systems, I see.

    One problem you seem to be having is looking everywhere for "God", I then take it you have been raised by someone with a caucasian mindset.

    I implore you, look again. If you must, take the easy path and turn to pantheism and then come to a great realization....

    One,

    - Brother Chimaobi
     
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    Thanks to all for your reasonings.

    I learned that worship means "to work for", probably as a slave.

    I did forget to mention christianity was my first phase, yes a cacausian mindset teaching.
    Then came Egypt, well the realisation of Kemet's black history, then rasta and on.

    Strange thing i saw a video the other day, the american lead guitarist who on Catch a fire, he said
    that the music seemed back to front until he listened at least 6 times or so. Then all of a sudden he could then play.
    That reminded me of when i first set foot in UK, Europe, everything seemed back to front to me, and still does.

    The journey never stops even after the death of the body i know, (but thats another story).

    So to all i wish you much enlightenment(to be light instead of being heavy?) on your ways, and remember don't exclude any paths or phases, for each one is a step
    further. Remember one foot is always on the previous step and one foot on the next, to safely climb the stairs.
     
  7. pararealist

    pararealist Active Member MEMBER

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    I am glad you found something useful in my post.
    In the end we do rely on one another to learn, that is all we have.
     
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    In the Spirit of Sankofa and Real Truth!




    pararealist,

    Welcome back to the Forums, I must say the honest delivery in this post is what brought us together as friends, and its good seeing you again. Keep looking and searching and you will find him.

    I find these questions very interesting:

    In reverse order, yes and no to the question does anyone think of this, yes to the question does anyone know our existence as real Kings and Queens is what causes this hatred from non black peoples., yes to some stop and think that subjects are needed for the Kings and Queens, and finally, the people of the earth will be subdued in order for us to be Kings and Queens...that's were we are headed, at least some of us pararealist...Peace In my brother friend, for real!
     
  9. pararealist

    pararealist Active Member MEMBER

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    Clyde Coger
    Thanks for the welcome.
    I do not post very much mainly because i have realised that sometimes it can do more harm than good, and also because the knowledge of today is usually washed away tomorrow.
    //
    In truth, it is for each and every one of us to realise that each one has to go their own path when it comes to spirituality, (not meaning religon), for it is the sum of our experiences that dictate the path we trod.
    //
    The true source of knowledge is within us, and although we need the utterances of others (due to the deliberate attempt to hide it) for a short time in order to grow, there comes a time when one must/can only rely on the inner knowledge.
     
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    Well said my friend pararealist, well said indeed; and no problem on the welcome, good seeing you again.

     
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