Happiness gives me a number 5 It`s hard to explain why All I can say is that I wish that number would multiply. Commitment gives me a 7 That`s what I need to learn When abuse came into my life I became concerned Confusion gives me a 35 Because of what I went through People who've used and abused me, told me, "Angela I try to be nice to you.” Depression gives me a 42 Since granny passed away I couldn`t attend her funeral Supposedly because of my age (I was lied to). Anger gives me a 76 Due to my horrible past When mom decided to trade Us for adoption, with her sorry ***. Hurt gives me an 83 Cause what my mother pulled To not let daddy see his kids Her reasons were a lot of bull Distrust has made me numb That gives me 117 The people who call themselves being a role model Tried to damage me. But despite of this I still maintain push on And be myself no matter what ‘Cause living my life is not wrong I want to be able to laugh As well as be able to cry Without being put down Or being criticized I hope that this is rational To begin with I’ve seen my share of ignoramuses But my pilot is still lit.