- Dec 12, 2002
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Happiness gives me a number 5
It`s hard to explain why
All I can say is that
I wish that number would multiply.
Commitment gives me a 7
That`s what I need to learn
When abuse came into my life
I became concerned
Confusion gives me a 35
Because of what I went through
People who've used and abused me, told me,
"Angela I try to be nice to you.”
Depression gives me a 42
Since granny passed away
I couldn`t attend her funeral
Supposedly because of my age (I was lied to).
Anger gives me a 76
Due to my horrible past
When mom decided to trade
Us for adoption, with her sorry ***.
Hurt gives me an 83
Cause what my mother pulled
To not let daddy see his kids
Her reasons were a lot of bull
Distrust has made me numb
That gives me 117
The people who call themselves being a role model
Tried to damage me.
But despite of this
I still maintain push on
And be myself no matter what
‘Cause living my life is not wrong
I want to be able to laugh
As well as be able to cry
Without being put down
Or being criticized
I hope that this is rational
To begin with
I’ve seen my share of ignoramuses
But my pilot is still lit.
It`s hard to explain why
All I can say is that
I wish that number would multiply.
Commitment gives me a 7
That`s what I need to learn
When abuse came into my life
I became concerned
Confusion gives me a 35
Because of what I went through
People who've used and abused me, told me,
"Angela I try to be nice to you.”
Depression gives me a 42
Since granny passed away
I couldn`t attend her funeral
Supposedly because of my age (I was lied to).
Anger gives me a 76
Due to my horrible past
When mom decided to trade
Us for adoption, with her sorry ***.
Hurt gives me an 83
Cause what my mother pulled
To not let daddy see his kids
Her reasons were a lot of bull
Distrust has made me numb
That gives me 117
The people who call themselves being a role model
Tried to damage me.
But despite of this
I still maintain push on
And be myself no matter what
‘Cause living my life is not wrong
I want to be able to laugh
As well as be able to cry
Without being put down
Or being criticized
I hope that this is rational
To begin with
I’ve seen my share of ignoramuses
But my pilot is still lit.