you seem to make a fool
of me… every time…
i allow myself to believe
that you & me will ever
amount to any thing…
other than perfunctory
passers-by who only claim
to be alwaysalways loving
& i just don’t get it…
could never… in all honesty
comprehend it… are you
really that afraid of me?
i’m only asking ‘cause…
you have a way of making
me feel… so **** dumb
…every time i come to the
erroneous conclusion that
in fact… there may be a
chance for us to trust in
each other again… like we did
so many moons ago
(& i did trust you.)
but just like a vinyl version
of ourstory… the melody
becomes major-ly distorted
by the lack of that compact disk
type fluency… when you
repeatedly pull me close to you
while simultaneously telling me to
…go away from you
& this is when i get confused
… the song loses it’s soothing
tune & i feel like such a fool
& no… i just don’t get it…
i’m sure i’ll never completely
understand it… i find it difficult
to believe that you’re really
that afraid of me.
© SunShyneOrygynals 2002, all rights reserved.