they were all alone wandering through life sullen and unseen, lost in their own sorrows until one day they ran into each other and both felt something shift under their feet and inside their souls as they dived into each others eyes and were baptized in instant forgiveness. they both knew that this may be the moment, the synapse that could change everything that had ever known and give everything they had ever hoped for and they were scared witless by the emotions each emmited and called forth in the other- they were running around back to face to face trying to find someplace safe to hide- trying to find someway to subconciously mess things up and chase the other one away just to prove their deluded suspicions right--- that love always leaves. they made many mistakes and forgave little... angry at thier love for the other, at their need for the other, at the happiness only the other could give... as they tried to learn how to live- living out loud and relearning the fears that should remain unlearned... resenting each other and the desire that rose everytime they drew near to each other--- repelling each other like an ultra polarized magnet, the sysmic forces shifting while they fight an unbeatable foe, angels hanging their heads low while watching these two stumble through the best thing they have ever known and may never know again. they are nothing more than frightened fools railing against something supernatural and omnipotent, and they will lose everything important to them if they don't wake up and just let love rule this time, everytime, from now on, and beleive in what they know to be real instead of childhood fears and fantasies.... each other. ©copyright ambroziya snow2001
OH WOW... i REALLY REALLY loved this because this is the exact space that i'm in right now. But fortunately i've found someone that i believe is on my level and seeing eye-to-eye with me. I couldn't have said any of this better myself. LOVE&RESPECT DP2G