Thousands of thoughts went through her mind, one of them being "I still love him". As she wound her late model silver Maxima through the curved road, she came close to hitting the car that was directly in front of her "What is wrong with me?" she said to herself as she swerved to prevent from the potential car accident, which would have been her fault. As she drove down the road of White Plains Maryland to visit with her grandma, she had to re compose her thoughts in a way that she was not consumed with them so much to the point of not paying attention to the road, and other cars on the road. "I can't let him be the reason why I get my self hurt out here on these streets, no one is worth that"... Never in a million years would she have thought to compare Jay, short for James, to the value of her safety. Nope, not in a million years. She was such a fool for him as people would say, that even if she did get hurt, as long as she had him by her side, the healing process would have been worth the trial and error. The most lingering thoughts that went through her mind was "I am so angry with him and I feel stupid for still loving him but my feelings are only natural. I would consider taking him back but this time, it is not going to be as easy as I have allowed it to be in the past. I can't help him to get it, I can't help him to see the wrong in what he has done, if he really cares for me and loves me as much as I love him, he is going to have to realize that on his own. Mama always told me that her daddy told her, a man always has a chance to get his woman back, a good woman that is, but only if he knows what to do and does it from his heart."