stolen property .... : $350

knock knock
tick tock
time is banging on my door
i kno my patience can only take so much more
waiting for the doctor to return
telling me whether or not i've been burned
and how bad are things
verdict in
i dont know what to think from his expression
then next thing i kno
i hear him say
twins
twins...
twins...
over and over i constantly start questioning...
doctor are you sure...
this cant be...
why me... i mean im glad its not three..
but i really cant deal wit any...
escpecially after what he did to me
r u sure everything is right...
now i have to decide if i should take 2 lives....
time....
why now in my life...
time... its time...
i still kno what i need to do...
rid myself of all evil...
even if it does me 2...
i'm sorry lord but i must sin..
i cant keep these babies with in....
doctor... i'm ready....
to go on with it...
please hurry while i'm ok with it....
laying there... still
legs up thinking about any and evey thing but this
about my dreams as a lil girl
to my future in the world
about what ima do tomro
im not going to be able to work
due to all my hurt
physically
and internally
but life goes on....
and lord please continue to bless me
cuz..i'm truely sorry....
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stolen property: life goes on...

as sweat pulsates across my face
i'm crying
laying here
trying to shoot away all my fears
self realization
has my facing
facts of what i did
knowing i could have really kept those kids
i could have gotten threw
if i would have only had more faith in you
lord
self realizations
got me thinking
about all i did was want my hurt to end
but
look at me
it still hasnt
all i yearned for was a remberance no more
or any thing to flip my mind
of those awful moments in time
and lord
look at me now
i dun killed
not one
but 2 of my childs
i'm sorry....
thinking that if they were gone before they even got started
everything would be ok
but not only did i kill them
i hurt me
and hurt you
but yet i kno wit ur strength i will get threw
i feel so dumb
and lost
i'm so broken
from all this pain
i'm having hot flashes
sweating away like im in hell
and this is my price to pay
all i wanted was for the hurt to end
but look at me lord
im still torn
thank god i have you as my tru friend....
someone i can confide in
cuz without your strength
i wouldnt make it threw
so....thank you......

the end.......

whewwwwwwww! what a deep emotional heavy story of a woman stolen property
a very touching story i followed this one from start to finish what a gift u have
continue to write short stories and when the book come out let me know very
impressive sista i mean that.
peace

thanks rich.. that put a smile to my face....
didnt kno where it was going from jump..
but i figured i'd end wit a tribute to god
i'm glad u like it...
thanks

most welcome keep writting from GOD eyes
your an dear angel of his spead it and get that
book on the market sista i know u will someday
soon good luck .....very talented writer