Yes it's true the 100proof is back in ya system...I know its been a while but after a year of reflection I'm back to share..So haters beware!

Abstract Emotions
by Absolut

My mind's way beyond right
so far I'm left with feelings of loving you in my hindsight
at PM my heart forms lines from this past time at night
you be~in' my type when I drift
subconscious tears drip thoughts through this river of ink like..
a world of dark
I close my eyes and continue to sink
In this ocean I've given myself...death sentences
killing my mental health through
paragraphs of time missing you
I can't define these abstract kinds of emotions since kissing you..
was my reason to live.
I'm empty handed with only my heart to give (and that's broken)
In a poor form these Pec's leave me sunken I can't cope with
this hole in my chest
filled by a drunken mess my soul's stressed
from sippin' this heaven & hell
I need a place to rest so these bars line my cells
my days are numbered as well
My innervisions fell...past these margins taps the pain of my window sill
still if loving you's a game I'm straight losing it
speaking sick
flows inside
turned mine/mind *Schiz'
from the lips I'm
throwing up for days
spitting this insane sh1t cause
you're so induced in my brain
I see you twice when I think...rhymes of you when I blink
sometimes I feel jinxed cause this love's got me trippin like I had too many drinks
You're not by my side, I can't figure why I'm 25 and living a notorious lie
I'm ready to die
from these B.I.G. dreams
of you being my lady..
of you having my...my baby...
but then I open my eyes and realize I'll never see the sun...
I'll never....
..see the...
see the sun..
I'll never....
...I'll never..
...never see the...


*schizophrenic

I particularly liked these lines: "you're so induced in my brain
I see you twice when I think...rhymes of you when I blink"
That was sharp. Great word play poet. Flow on.

much love and respect
this is a very deep flow you have share with US
indeed i am feeling you deeply

Peace
Blue:heart:

heavy deep scribe feeling it like a drunk !
flow on

deep scribe you have shared
posed well..enjoyed it

See...now this is what I'm talkin bout... :lift:
do that thing that you do poet...
I can hear this one as a spoken word piece
and that ending?....powerful

Loved it!
Sage