Dear Sweet Baby,

I give anything to hold you
Today…..if I am not mistaking
You be just 2.. somewhere in February
Calling me momma
Playing and running around
I give anything to hold your hand
Today…. to see your smile
Hear your laugh..to feel that joy
A baby brings..how I wanted to carry you
But my body wouldn’t let me
I fought as long as I could
But I lost the battle
But….I need you to know
You were made out of love
But never breathe….
For I lost you……
Daddy just found out
2 years later..and he is not mad
But I wonder if he hurts like me….
Or wonders….like I do
The pain I went though
eats my soul at times
Feel like I am goin crazy
But he don’t know I open up my wrist
The night after...got the marks to show it
But we keep that to ourselves
Wishing you was here..today
I know….
Something’s happen for reasons
Out of seasons what a blue day
As I try to hold this pain in….
I stare at the walls
Wishing I could hold you
Just once…..
But you’re better off where you’re at….
But I wish you was here with me
know that i love you.....mommie

untitle life
(C)2004

the things a woman go through at times can be
very painful yet know it was the will of GOD
the inner feelings hurt for the love of self creation
the worlds greatest gift .......feelin ya sistah

all things is in Gods hands..
as i hold my faith
thank you for your words
Peace
Angel

On a personal note...tears is not enough to express the pains one must endure...But for you...I cry...not for the sorrow...but for the joy of knowing..weeping may endure for a night...but Joy comes in the morning...and I see your day dawning...sunny and bright...keep on keeping on...and we will share the mornings dew...Be Blessed


Tia

Only the strong survive...
And it's okay to forever hold your seed...In your heart. God knows best.

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KNow that you are not alone, sista. You are strong and have many gifts to share. Peace and many blessings.

Jazzy

On a personal note...tears is not enough to express the pains one must endure...But for you...I cry...not for the sorrow...but for the joy of knowing..weeping may endure for a night...but Joy comes in the morning...and I see your day dawning...sunny and bright...keep on keeping on...and we will share the mornings dew...Be Blessed


Tia

nothing will express the pain
but my love is within..thanks for the love

Only the strong survive...
And it's okay to forever hold your seed...In your heart. God knows best.

indeed
thanks for your kind words you always grace me with.....Angel

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right back at ya....
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thanks
Angel

KNow that you are not alone, sista. You are strong and have many gifts to share. Peace and many blessings.

Jazzy

thanks Jazzy

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Im sorry to hear this sister MBA but rember u are loved and your child in in your heart always so hold on and love always.

Man, that was moving. Very moving. I'm speechless, which is a first. Very nice poem Angel. Sorry for your pain.

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Im sorry to hear this sister MBA but rember u are loved and your child in in your heart always so hold on and love always.

thanks for your words peace..Angel

Man, that was moving. Very moving. I'm speechless, which is a first. Very nice poem Angel. Sorry for your pain.

QQ...naw tell me it aint so you speechless...:lol:
thanks for the support and love on dis....Angel

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with tears in my eyes
you know i am feeling this
much love to you sister
Peace~N~Love
BlueWater:heatr: