MzBlkAngel
05-01-2004, 01:19 PM
temp...name needs a name that fits
any help out there family please
Got my pen and my
Paper book
Releasing the pain
And sharp edges
Of what’s inside
Flowing in my realm
As demons flow
Wishing and wondering
Trying to be…
Just leave me alone….
Going through loops
Just trying to deal
The hurt burns
And the pain kills
When will it dull?
Or just faded
Away
Away…..
Trying to get back up
But seems I always fall
Stab in the back crush
In a minute
Of the blink of the eye….
My inside
Just die
Die…..
Empty can’t feel
Losing it slowly
Feeling like I am
Touch mentally
Just insane
This pain…
Cant explain
Dizzy hazy
Working
Working
Trying not to
Lose myself
In this world..
Not feeling whole
Falling
Falling
Confuse
Misuse
Betrayed
Hurt
Black…..
Out
Wishing and wondering
If things will change
How much you love thyself
Don’t make the happiness come
The day is still blue
As the night is gray….
Falling
Falling
Falling…..
Depression sat in
and the demons roam
As the soul moans for release
And the spirit out in a corner
Cant breath
Cant sleep….
Sick……
Mental collapse…
Got my pen and my
Paper book
Trying to release
Trying to break free….
One day I will…
But for today
I just write
Write
Write
And one day
Maybe I can break free…….
any help out there family please
Got my pen and my
Paper book
Releasing the pain
And sharp edges
Of what’s inside
Flowing in my realm
As demons flow
Wishing and wondering
Trying to be…
Just leave me alone….
Going through loops
Just trying to deal
The hurt burns
And the pain kills
When will it dull?
Or just faded
Away
Away…..
Trying to get back up
But seems I always fall
Stab in the back crush
In a minute
Of the blink of the eye….
My inside
Just die
Die…..
Empty can’t feel
Losing it slowly
Feeling like I am
Touch mentally
Just insane
This pain…
Cant explain
Dizzy hazy
Working
Working
Trying not to
Lose myself
In this world..
Not feeling whole
Falling
Falling
Confuse
Misuse
Betrayed
Hurt
Black…..
Out
Wishing and wondering
If things will change
How much you love thyself
Don’t make the happiness come
The day is still blue
As the night is gray….
Falling
Falling
Falling…..
Depression sat in
and the demons roam
As the soul moans for release
And the spirit out in a corner
Cant breath
Cant sleep….
Sick……
Mental collapse…
Got my pen and my
Paper book
Trying to release
Trying to break free….
One day I will…
But for today
I just write
Write
Write
And one day
Maybe I can break free…….