if i could remember
all the times i hurt
and every single pain
i've encountered
i'd drown in misery.
if i could remember
all the times i was
truly happy
still, i'd drown in my misery.
if i could just balance the two
and not feel one or the other
death would be no surprise.:(
and happiness wouldn't be a
myth.

when we get between the two
of what makes us happy and how we
encounter pain that hurts
we reach out
the comfort is the faith we pose unto self
and a sure balance will be
as happiness evens out with death
a tear for life a tear for death

i face the fear
on a daily occasion
mostly comes in the nighttime
when i'm seeking relax-zation
fight it with my membrane
frontal lobe , feels the pain
knees bloostained from praying
i feel normal, as i 'm saying
to the heavens be-fore my
chest caves in i
cry out the frustration
once
again.

and again tears leak
to a joy of happiness
that lone to be
the nightmare can't last
inside yo heart is a light
from ya mind is thoughts
what's seem to be myth
is reality
once we face it we heal
and move forward
it's all in healing & learning

ur not alone forth i am with u beside u on my knees in spirit
lean on me..!

n something tells me
instinctively
what u spit is true
like shine on my shoe
u understand the pain i
go thru.
and kindred spirit
we hold hands
transcendental like
esp
flowin to and fro
back and forth
over the earth
seems u see
beyond my say
you have no feet
made of clay.:toast:

cross da waves of air
my feelings of knowing
is their
I felt the pain
no feet
yet my vision

happiness due u shortly

A prayer for what
u say is true
my heart is bruised
turned black n blu
tossed n turned
i got no sleep
no word from
him
makes me weep.

weep not in vain
nor worry da calling
of his name
with da faith
of ya heart
will turn whats
black & blu
to warmth of
whats before u
so true
relax ya mind
get some sleep
in tyme u will defeat
the myth of notion

whats broken will mend
remember i'm here
ya lovin friend

lean on me and rest dear one .....

:love:

likewise .....