klabarron
11-14-2002, 03:35 PM
the difficulty is that i am bound in heart
to what was felt in heart
when actually, by heart's undercurrent
i felt the road signs, ignored
dealt the negatives, denied
fled the emotions, suppressed
until reality struck me
with its harshest revelation
that this one i love, so deeply
never loved me.
i thought love was real
i thought it was real love
i thought, i thought
i thought, there was a
"happily ever after" in the future
but what i hold on to
is not to be held
for reality struck me
with its harshest revelation
that the one i love, so deeply
never loved me.
and love binds me to fantasy.
love is a lie.
to what was felt in heart
when actually, by heart's undercurrent
i felt the road signs, ignored
dealt the negatives, denied
fled the emotions, suppressed
until reality struck me
with its harshest revelation
that this one i love, so deeply
never loved me.
i thought love was real
i thought it was real love
i thought, i thought
i thought, there was a
"happily ever after" in the future
but what i hold on to
is not to be held
for reality struck me
with its harshest revelation
that the one i love, so deeply
never loved me.
and love binds me to fantasy.
love is a lie.